So, I thought I'd start to post... clear my head.. get things down on
The little girl above is my two year old Izzie. She's why I feel conflicted most of the time. If it weren't for her, I would be fully invested in my career... if it weren't for her, I would be happy just being a Theatre Producer/Director. If it weren't for her, I wouldn't have actually considered the virtues of staying home (although, that's impossible for us financially). I wouldn't get anxiety attacks about the news and what I'm leaving for her in the future. I wouldn't want to be better than I am.
Basically, she's the reason I sometimes feel like I'm in a free fall and I have no idea where
I'm we are going to land.